Former 27 year old playboy Model Erica Rose Campbell (born May 12, 1981, in Deerfield, New Hampshire) was an "America's sweetheart of Softcore Porn" and "Cyber girl of the week for 05 june 2006" announces that she has had a religious conversion, accepted jesus christ and has left the world of pornography behind (Out of porn from June, 2008).
"I have decided to leave the world of adult and porn behind me....and follow the lord. I have accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior and am devoting my life to HIS WILL. I have found the one thing that can, will and DOES fill that void...and that's GOD." -Erica Campbell
This is the message that was on what was once her official porn website, but is now only one page of GoodBye!!!
NOTE: Erica was the adult industry’s example of everything “right with porn and adult modeling”. Yet she now comes out and reveals it couldn’t satisfy the loneliness and longing for love in her life. Only Christ can satisfy. The beautiful deception of porn is unraveling before our eyes. If Erica, who had what the adult industry offers, was not satisfied, what hope is there for others who aspire for the glamour of Erica’s old life? Erica was there. She gave it all up - she traded in the fantasy for something REAL!
From now on she will devote her days to rescuing animals—and rescuing other girls that she believes are trapped in the web of porn. She's now filled that void inside her with Jesus Christ!
I love you guys!
The Only Way Out
This message is to ALL of my friends and fans. I wasn't sure how exactly to start this...but I trusted that God would help me write this and maybe through me I could speak His word and make His will be done.....
For a long time I have been very lost. So lost in myself and in the world that I didn't even REALIZE that I was lost. I have always thought of myself as a pretty good person. I love helping people, I love befriending people, I love animal rescue and rehab. I care a GREAT deal for my friends and family and ALWAYS do whatever I can to care for them and make sure that they are ok. For a long time I THOUGHT that I was doing the right thing.....and doing my personal best......well...I was wrong...dead wrong.
Being in the world of adult modeling I see A LOT of pain....A LOT of heart break. SO many lost girls get into this business just for some extra money....to help pay for school....to help support themselves or even their children as single moms. "It's just temporary". They are only going to do this for a while...just a few shoots. I too started out to make some extra money to help me finish school. Almost ALL of the time It doesn't end where you think it will.....the path goes on......the hole gets deeper....and the road gets darker. MOST of the time the girls don't even realize it. One day you see this bright beautiful girl shooting tame nudes...the next they are signing on the dotted line of a hard-core porn company. Lost. Broken. Alone.
I being on the other side of these pictures you don't see the pain these girls are in. The struggle....the drugs that they take so they can get themselves through these sets. Sometimes it's just a show....you pretend to be someone else..become someone you never thought you could be...and the hole gets deeper.
I never thought of myself as one of these girls. What I have been doing "wasn't porn". I connect to well and so close with so many of my fans. I didn't realize what I was doing or why.
The past few years have been very difficult for me. That is no secret to anyone that knows anything about me. I have been working my tail off to support myself, my farm, my rescues, my family, and the list goes on. No matter how hard I worked.....no matter how many people or creatures I helped I STILL had that void inside of my heart and my soul. Connecting with person after person through my site as REAL FRIENDS. I understood the loneliness of the people that I would talk to...because I myself was so lonely. The more I shot...the deeper my darkness got.....the more I understood the pain of others. My friends and my fan. There is ONE common thread to so many of us online here.....the need to be loved, accepted, cared for, the need to have SOMEONE understand you and connect with you. At the end of so many of these emails was that loneliness. SO many men have asked me what they were doing wrong, how to find a special girl like me for THEM. How to fill that "void" in their hearts...in their souls. For a long time I thought I was helping to fill that void in the lives of so many, and in a way I was. But it was all a lie. I could never fill that void for anyone...only be a sinful band aid for it. Only cause the loneliness to deepen....only cause my own soul to ache more.
I have been looking so long and so hard for someone to love me. Love ME for ME. Fill that hole in my soul. Complete me. All this time the only thing standing in my way was me. I have been blind and wrong. On so many levels for so long.
I have decided to leave the world of adult and porn behind me....and follow the lord. I have accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior and am devoting my life to HIS WILL. I have found the one thing that can, will and DOES fill that void...and that's GOD.
I have been trapped in sin and destruction for so long. Disappointment after disappointment...... painful venture after painful venture. I have been my own worst enemy. Holding the key all along that could set me free from the darkness that had slowly enveloped me.... that was eating away piece by piece my soul. Burning the light out of my eyes so slowly that I didn't even see it....didn't know it.....
It is will a new clarity and a new purpose that I will continue my life. I WANT TO HELP THESE GIRLS! These lost souls.....these girls that are ABUSING THEMSELVES. Selling themselves for NOTHING. I want to help them STOP THIS PAIN. I want to show them the light.....and the love of Jesus. ONLY HE CAN FILL THIS VOID IN THEIR LIFE! HE IS THE WAY....THE ONLY WAY.
I also want to help my fans...my friends......This void in your life and heart. You seek pornography to fill it.... it's only a bandage. Sin isn't ugly....it's beautiful. It can't fill the voids in your life. ONLY GOD CAN FILL THEM!
I love my fans, and I love YOU. I want YOU to feel this peace. I want YOU to get out of the darkness that is all around you. You can not live with one foot in Christ and one in the world. Our time here is so short.... today could be your last day here. And what will you have lived for? Died for? There is only one way to heaven and eternal life....and that is through Jesus.
I will not and can not desert my friends and fans. The models.....the world. I can't and I won't. I am hoping that the Lord will work through me and guide me to do HIS will and help those that I can. Those that will stop and listen....those that will allow the Holy Spirit to fill them and speak to them as it has me.
I know that there are going to be a lot of people that will think this is a big joke.... laugh..... wonder if I have lost my mind.... well.... I have news for you.... FOOLS MOCK THE TRUTH. There is ONE WAY. And only one way. I have found that way. I have FILLED THE HOLE IN MY SOUL! Filled that void that I couldn't fill with anything else. My life isn't about ME anymore..... My life is about God and HIS will. I want to spread HIS love. Tell people about Him......lead people home to Him. I don't care what you have done..... how lost you think you are.... how hopeless you think things are...... I HAVE GREAT NEWS FOR YOU! It's NOT TOO LATE. God LOVES YOU! He wants YOU. All you have to do is accept His gift. IT'S RIGHT THERE FOR YOU! Jesus died on the cross for OUR SINS. The price for us has already been PAID IN FULL.
I will not be attending glamourcon or shooting anything else. The next and last person that will see and enjoy my body will be a husband AS GOD INTENDED! I have asked for forgiveness for what I have done AND HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN! I will spend the rest of my life doing the Lords will and the Lords work. I AM HIS!
I want you ALL to know that I love you very much..... you ARE MY FRIENDS! I want you to know God..... I want you to get out of this darkness... this saddness and follow the word of God. There is ONLY ONE WAY OUT!
I will not abandon you......
As always my email address to ALL of my friends and fans is: ericarosecampbel@aol.com. I understand that this is coming as a complete surprise to my loyal members who have joined my new site to support me and my new venture.
I totally understand if you would like a refund for your membership. Please email me at: ericafanclub@gmail.com for a complete refund.
My life is beginning NOW. From this day on I will live HIS will and HIS way. My heart is HIS.
Serving Christ,
Erica
Here’s a thought: Its not only Erica Campbell that has left the pron industry, Crissy Moran and Raven Rilay anounced their retirement from the porn business inoder to evangelize against the evils of porn with the help of Christ..
The bad news is that, there is already so much of their content on the Net that guys won’t notice they're gone, their porn works will still be around even though they are no more in that business.
Crissy Moran: "Once was lost but now am found, It's never too late to become what you might have been." ~Crissy (Out of porn since October 6, 2006) " Female, 32 years old.Los Angeles, California, United States
Crissy Moran was paid $15,000 a month and that Ms. Erica Campbell was making much more and neither of them were forced to do anything they didn’t want to. They were making more money than the vast majority of women in the porn world. I’m not sure about Erica’s future prospects but I remember reading on Crissy Moran’s that she had no job skills and no prospects and she was actually begging people to help support her. As you can see, Crissy Moran is a stunning beauty with an amazing body and she made a pile of money showing it to everyone. Where has the money gone???
Before anyone gets into the porn business, one should take time to think about the consequences.
Yes, people are going to recognize in public.
Yes, family may not approve.
Yes, one may meet a nice man that wants to marry and he may have a problem with the past life.
Yes, one will get old and have limited time to make money.
Yes, if one has kids, one day they will definitely find out the truth.
Yes, God knows all doings.
Well, now, the company that is responsible for making Erica Campbell famous, has over five years of unpublished content and with the thousands of photos and all of the hours of video on website, the real question is, can she really run away from the Porn World?
Sorry... but i´m not really agree with you. Jesus makes that all things and creatures become brand new.... Erica Campbell is an angel who was trapped in this world full of lies and pain.... She realized that she was wrong and decide quit.... Good luck for her!!!
Look, King David had a sordid affair w/ Bathsheba that involved adultery and murder. Throughout the ages it is all there for all to see. Yet God declared that David was a man after His own heart. It is not always the final say in someones life of weather you fall... It is if you rise after the fall. I applaud Erica Rose and her conversion!!! I prayed for her salvation. That in itself is a long story. But I was overjoyed to find out about her salvation!! She has and will remain in my prayers!!!!
Erica was one of my favorite models. Said to see her retire. From what i have read about her she is a very sweet big hearted girl. I'm glad she has found happiness. Having said all that it seems like she's been suckered into religion like so many other saps looking for some kind of forgiveness. I hope she realizes she always had the power to forgive herself and be happy without the help of some magical guy. :)
Speaking from a non-denominational Unitarian perspective (and fully aware this may not make me popular round here ...) I am very happy for anyone who realises that true fulfilment is impossible in the absence of God, but I am dismayed to note once more the trend that seems unique to born-again-Christians to react against all other faiths: a trend that served to drive me out of Christianity, as I witnessed no such negativity regarding other faiths among Buddhism, Judaism, Hinduism, and Islam (in spite of its increasing repuation of intolerance of other faiths ... though the Qu'Ran is much more positive on interfaith matters than the Bible).
Erica Campbell's concern for those trapped in an addiction to pornography is highly commendable, but I only hope the missionary zeal with which she writes this does not lead to her evangelising to those who have found fulfilment in other religions (though it sounds as if she is more motivated to share her experience with those in the industry she has escaped, and is thus better-equipped to empathise with and in less danger of offending, which is a good sign).
i feel really happy for you to quit this world.
let me share with u my feelings for u...
i was in great LOVE to you. always your fan, always want to see u in real, made alot of dreams about u and me (truly speaking LUSTY)....BUT
now with your this decision i propose u... Will U Marry me???
I am a Muslium by religion of 29 years of age, if u accept my proposal please let me now i will be waiting for your reply..
It's been a time since yuor dicision for Christ. Just want to know wether you are couping still and how you handle the fact that so many bad memories are still roaming the net. Is there not a way to get rid of the published items? You will always be part of my prayers.
I knew a model who decided to leave behind the world of men's magazines and websites, and move up-market into strictly clothed and artistic work. She paid a hefty sum to reclaim her old pictures, only to find the websites had already disseminated them far and wide, and she would have to pay each and every site in order to have them removed completely (and even then there was no way of being sure, as the contracts she had signed gave the sites the right to distribute her images). Eventually, for the sake of peace and not bankrupting herself, she decided not to make a fuss about it and just never accept any work of that nature in the future.
and most of the pics of the converted Erica, are the ones from modelling times, plus one with a generous cleveage.. Fabulous. Has she become camera shy since conversion, and cannot upload some more decent pics? DOnt get me wrong, I think she's very pretty, but I wanna be inspired not turned on, thats all!
She converted to Christianity... and that's what is likely to confuse her more because explaining Trinity is difficult for pastors too. There is no God but God Almighty, so ask Him alone.
She converted to Christianity... and that's what is likely to confuse her more because explaining Trinity is difficult for pastors too. There is no God but God Almighty, so ask Him alone.
All of us make mistakes. When you make such mistakes you feel alone and far from God, I cannot imagine that anyone who watches porn or are involved with porn have peace inside. However, I am human and often falls for the beauty of the woman body, but once I get involved I lose every good feeling inside of me and feel so far from God. In the contrary, when I am forgiven and spend time in the rest of Jesus, I find the peace that surpasses all other good feelings that woman or the internet can provide... All the best and good luck. I respect your decision....
Why is her web site still up and running if she is a christian?
She continues to feed the addiction of so many pron addicts and makes money doing so. This is isn't typical christian behavior.
Thank you Erica for your story it will give many people ( male and female ,strength to move on with Gods power.May our Lord continue to bless you. As Jesus said You without sin throw the first stone.
Jesus , you without sin throw the first stone. Jesus is on your side.
Thank God
by on 18th Dec, 2011
Amazing! you are with God now, the creator of heaven and earth. Jesus love you and going to fill you with wisdom and capacity for help a lot people who need Jesus in the porn world. Praise God, Jesus and theholy spirit
I love you guys!
